I pause, before I answer. Not because I do not know. But because some truths arrive first as a whisper in the body before they become words in the mind. My body may reveal the truth through a tight throat, long before I admit I have been silencing myself. It may reveal the truth through a clenched jaw, long before I confess how much anger I have swallowed in the name of being āmature,ā āprofessional,ā āgrateful,ā or āeasy to love.ā It may reveal the truth through shallow breathing, long before I admit I do not feel safe. It may reveal the truth through exhaustion, long before I admit I am tired of performing wellness while quietly unraveling. It may reveal the truth through a heavy chest, long before I admit I am grieving something I kept telling myself was ānot that deep.ā It may reveal the truth through nausea, tension, headaches, or numbness, long before I admit that something in me is saying no. And maybe that is the sacred intelligence of the body. The body does not always wait for permission. It trembles when something feels wrong. It contracts when something feels unsafe. It aches when something has gone unnamed for too long. It softens when something is true. It exhales when I finally stop pretending. So I ask myself gently: What has my body been trying to tell me? Where have I been calling it anxiety when it may actually be discernment? Where have I been calling it laziness when it may actually be depletion? Where have I been calling it overreaction when it may actually be my spirit refusing to abandon itself again? Where have I been calling it fear when it may actually be wisdom asking me to slow down? I do not shame my mind for needing time. The mind often needs evidence. The body already has memory. The mind may negotiate. The body tells the truth. The mind may say, āIt's fine.ā The body may whisper, āNo, it's not.ā The mind may say, āI can handle it.ā The body may ask, āBut at what cost?ā The mind may say, āThey didn't mean it.ā The body may respond, āBut it still hurt.ā