I would say yes now only because I have the tools to look at it differently, dissect it, analyze it & go from there. Seeing it in a different Perspective turns it not into a "Problem" anymore.
@Rashard Wilson i like that word knowing, sometimes when you're special you just have a knowing of somthing bigger is aware of you... its a weird feeling of guidance & protection, like a bubble is around you.
@Terrance Porter right & just piggy backing on you said about it showing up in everything you do, it even shows up in somthing simple as what we choose to eat, your bodys comprehension on whats best for it will be drawn to it... dont let you be Vegan in a house full of meat eaters the ignorant family members will let it be known of their discomfort in your decision & its not even affecting them, its crazy! but stay Authentic in your decision & maybe eventually they'll understand later. :)