Total freedom in this observation/request from myself. I travel often, so if there is a schedule, list, or way to follow you ( @Markwell ThatGuy ) for upcoming / on-going dates/cities I would love to continue to tag along on the journey in the chance that our paths cross in person this upcoming year. Wishing you blessings and incredibly grateful for the ways you, Markwell, have shown up and created a container of experience and growth for me. Also grateful for the invitation to participate in this community/ group during the past 2 weeks. Much love and appreciation from me to all of you.

Also celebrating anyone and everyone that partook in this challenge in whatever capacity. May all our paths ever converge towards the narrow and blessed road of our challenges, fruits, and soul path - along with all those we meet/encounter in the world.

Also thank you, for having me along The journey. It was a challenging and rewarding journey for me. And my heart is grateful for Markwell, this space/container, and the opportunity.

I completed the day nine confrontation after meditating with God. I'm glad I did that. It helped me remove a lot of anxiety from my life and feel more grounded. Being explicit rather than ignoring something makes me feel more like a man. I've grown a lot. And I'm not accepting the bad behavior in my life that I used to accept but I still find myself in a lot of pain when I see more and more scenarios where my ex gf would not and did not help me with my very real life struggles. It's a loss I struggle to grieve. I don't know how I'm gonna move through that one but maybe I'll just make a covenant with God

This one was hard for me and I had to journal a lot. I had a conversation in my mind with several people including myself. And there are a lot of misconceptions about different things but ultimately, the conversation I am seeking is with God and I will make space for it.

Every day I have been here there have been fragments of my life that I have seen or experienced more fully for the first time and in that lesson I am again grateful. Today through this exercise I've had the realization that my big life and long-term "YES" statements are not fully written down, drawn out, posted on my wall, computer, car, and common spaces in my life. The step I am realizing here is I will have to say yes to the discovery, acceptance, and demonstration of my biggest "YESSES" in life. Right now I'm noticing my value structure is in alignment and correct but it is not fortified. That is a tough realization and that is a realization I'm going to have to put time on my calendar to address. With regards to the "No's" of life, currently I am saying no to isolation and so I have put myself out there very hard and I'm incredibly grateful for it and I'm not in any way burned out from the process at all. In fact when I wake up I find myself wondering why I'm not sleeping in a barracks surrounded by people. I have said many "No's" to work during this time of self expansion. But there remains a collapse in my life where I have had to ignore certain things instead of respond directly as no. And my realization is I had to do this because I was weak and I collapsed and I was afraid if I said no, the other person or the event would respond back with so much force I would be unable to hold ground for my "No." one of these was a past relationship where my ex-girlfriend reached out ambiguously to get together or have coffee. I ignored it because I was not strong enough to continuously say "No" to someone I truly loved while saying "Yes" to myself. And this part is over sharing, but she lives near me so every time I leave my house I see her car and it had not moved in 3 days and I was distressed from this. Hoping in my mind more that she met a great guy that takes her out and drives her around - than she isolated herself or skipped her friends or favorite Wednesday meetings. And I got worried and prayed for her. And at the same time I felt guilty and anxious for the way I showed up in the world and the lack of strength I had and the lack of setting what looks like healthy boundaries. I felt guilty for my inadequacy of the past.

@Curtis Marchildon this is amazing! My last girlfriend I never had sex with. You'll find out so much about someone else emotionally, intellectually, etc if you just abstain from sex. Literally the greatest move ever. And yeah it's hard. Women love sex 1000x more than men. The lies of the TV / etc say men love it more - definitely not true. My opinion is this path is a worthy growth edge to finding a much more aligned partner

This is wild. Last night I talked to a stranger that told me they were really suffering and instead of rescuing or fixing or anything I shared my own story of suffering and how it played out in my life and where I am with it now. And that really seemed to help. And this morning I sent a bunch of people love. 😂 I just got done reaching out to people and came here and saw this. Wild. Grateful for everyone here. Hugs 🤗 and love 🥰 Edit: to answer the question, I am the one that needs more of me. And the community at large is the one that needs more of me. And both those things I'm working on to the best of my ability.

I just wanted to reply to myself and say I'm here for all of it. And I hope you guys see me show up more and more in the world as the illusion of time progresses amongst us. Blessings to the world we choose to attend and build both as individuals and a community in the moment to moment choices of our collective lives. Edit: Took a moment to meditate and reached out to even more people. Feeling really good about it. Sending love throughout the universe.