Today is not random. It is an asset. I begin this morning anchored in love … not as sentiment, but as strength. I choose peace … not as passivity, but as power under control. I carry light … not for performance, but for clarity. I do not rush into the day fragmented. I enter aligned. I release yesterday’s residue. I release what is not mine to carry. I release narratives that shrink my capacity. This morning, I operate from wholeness. My mind is clear. My emotions are steady. My decisions are mindful and intentional. I honor the work required to grow … internally and externally. I understand that real wealth begins within. I treat myself with dignity. I speak to myself with truth, respect, and trust. I hold myself accountable without hostility and honor. Love directs my interactions. Peace governs my reactions. Light informs my choices. Today, I move with purpose and moral decency. I create value. I protect my energy around me … I strengthen what matters. I remember: - I give myself permission to begin again. - I am capable of depth and discipline. - I am here to build something meaningful … within and around me. This Friday is not the end of a week. It is a refinement point. I step forward grounded. I step forward clear. I step forward dear to self. Let this day reflect the inner wealth I am cultivating. Love first. Peace steady. Light leading. Thank you my fellow students and wise teachers the same🪷 —RozaA, with Love & Light

May this morning arrive without pressure and set the tone for a balanced day. May gratitude anchor your thoughts, peace regulate your pace, and steadiness guide your decisions. As work begins, may you move with quiet confidence, clear priorities, and respect for your own limits. Let what matters receive your attention, and let the rest wait. May the weekend open gently, and may you enter it centered, grounded, capable, and well. —RozaA, with Love & Light

If you look at the hawkins scale of emotional frequency any vibration lower than Neutrality can become, or is our shadow self,if not processed properly upon exposure and becomes a trauma. We push that feeling away,we distract ourselves,we ruminate it over and over in our mind creating attachment. These emotions are courage,pride,anger, desire,fear, grief,apathy,guilt and shame ,lust. They are all helpful in navigating this 3D world we call earth. But that attachment remains until we neutralize it by feeling, observing,not reacting but accepting and seeing it for what it is. But these attachments get transferred lifetime over lifetime as we reincarnate. And all our caregivers as children unconsciously program us with their personal traumas and beliefs creating more attachments. When I had my spiritual awakening these attachments manifested in my reality for me to clear.It was challenge after challenge.I was being presented with everything I feared. Financial loss, family separation,Job instability being verbally attacked by love ones, things constantly breaking.And I could even see negative entities enter people around me,could see it in their eyes and behavior and the spirit crushing words. The feeling was that the God I had a relationship with had abandoned me. I was in constant fight or flight and now a victim and in constant fear. The only way out was to transfer my energy from fear to faith. From victim to empowered.And for me it started when I asked for help from God and surrendered to trying to fix my reality. With that I found a class that taught me how to understand what was going on. When a situation occurs that triggers us.A lesson to heal!! We instantly feel the energy in the body, for me it's my chest. We instantly have that time to give the situation a new meaning,and make it a advantage. If we don't the ego through the amygdala sets the attachment to the list of traumas we have stored. And then the mind chatter turns negative or low vibrational creating more of what we don't want.

This is what happened to me this morning. Upon waking at 05:18 AM. I experienced the following … It was not a dream. I woke suddenly with an intense heaviness on/within my chest, I couldn’t move, I have no medical history of asthma, and my histamine levels are normally balanced. What followed felt like a severe asthma-like episode: gasping, choking, wheezing, air hunger, and near loss of consciousness. I could barely whisper, I restrictively got the words out “My Creator and Destroyer of All … do not “Return to Sender ... Transmute this energy into All that is Love, Light, and Peace.” After that, I either lost consciousness or fell into a deep, abrupt sleep. I woke up again at 07:00 AM to the sound of my second alarm without a sign of the asthma attack … convinced the experience had been a dream ... l checked for concrete evidence in my journal; it’s a habit of mine to journal upon waking up from sleeping. It seemed I did journaled immediately documenting the symptoms while they were still present. I want to be clear and responsible in how I share this. I am not drawing conclusions. I am holding several possibilities at once; physiological, psychological, and interpersonal. At the moment the episode began, a particular person came strongly to my mind, someone who unfortunately, does suffer from severe allergies that escalates into devastating asthma attacks, the same someone I was forced to release and let go the early part of last year as painful as it was…Whether this was coincidence, projection through hurt, transference, or something else entirely; remains unknown and shall remain unknown 🪷 A few members of this community and I discussed a few possible interpretations, and I felt it was important that I share this experience transparently … without sensationalizing it or dismissing it. For clarity and care: I have scheduled an appointment with my primary care provider to rule out any medical factors and to cover all physical bases of my health and wellbeing.

When Tiredness Is Not a Failure, but a Threshold If you’ve been feeling unusually tired, mentally foggy, low in energy, or unmotivated, please pause before judging yourself. For many people are on a genuine inner path, these experiences are not signs of regression or weakness … they are signals of a deep internal transition. Across psychology and spiritual traditions, this phase is well known. It appears when a person’s inner world is reorganizing at a fundamental level. In Jungian psychology, this corresponds to the Nigredo stage of individuation … a period of “darkening” where old identities, motivations, and self-concepts begin to loosen. Jung was clear that growth does not move in a straight line. Consciousness often deepens through periods of confusion, fatigue, and apparent loss of direction. Spiritual traditions echo this understanding. Christian mysticism calls it the Dark Night of the Soul. Eastern traditions describe it as a phase of emptiness or dissolution. Animist and esoteric paths recognize it as an initiation where the old self can no longer carry what is emerging. Different languages. The same human experience. What Is Happening Beneath the Surface During this stage, the psyche redirects energy inward. The nervous system softens its grip on constant striving. Motivations rooted in survival, proving, or external validation begin to fade … often before new sources of meaning have fully formed. This can feel disorienting. The brain fog is not a defect; it is a slowing. The exhaustion is not laziness; it is recalibration. The lack of motivation is not failure; it is a letting go of what no longer fits. As Jung wrote, “There is no coming to consciousness without pain.” But this pain is not punitive; it is formative. The Role of the Shadow When awareness expands, the Shadow naturally becomes more present. Unintegrated emotions, grief, fatigue, and old patterns surface not to overwhelm us, but to be acknowledged and metabolized. This is why people in this phase often feel: