I’m 19 and go to school for the electrical trade. Usually on weekends, I would work at a Mcdonald's near me but recently Ive been going through a lot of perspective and lifestyle changes due to various reasons. I don’t like my job and it has nothing to do with the people, but rather the fact that It doesn’t actually better me as a person. More importantly, I don’t like it because I don’t want to be apart of something actively poisoning society. I told my dad this and he laughs at me saying “They’re doing it to theirselves”. He’s a MAGA KJV Christian, so I wouldn’t expect anything less from him. But at the end of the day, it’s his house and I wouldn’t be going to school if it weren’t for him. He’s a “work isn’t easy”, “You’re not supposed to like your job” kind of guy. I feel stuck. Imprisoned by circumstance. I love nature and adventure, and hope that one day I will have the means to go off on my own and live a simple life nomadically exploring the world. But in times like these, you can’t do much without money and that's the hell of the material world that has been implemented onto us and basing our parents with their calcified pineal gland. I day dream about just leaving and traveling anywhere I please on foot, train hopping, hitchhiking, bus riding, etc. But how could I if i’m broke!?!? This might sound stupid but It’s all Ive been able to think about. My dad thinks I’m sitting here rotting away for not working more shifts at McDonalds or not studying for my “Electrical career”. But I already feel like i’m rotting away for Indulging in this slave like life. We were never meant to be this way. But we are and I don’t know what to do.