These 3 day revealed a lot and I had some great experience and lessons, so huge thanks to Aaron. The deepest root of my coping mechanism was set two days before I was born. My mum's dad died, whom she adored. So there I was, the 'bundle of joy' that got drowned in grief from day 1. And this enforced over the years. My first sister died at birth when I was 4. My second sister needed brain surgery when I was 8 and again when I was 12. Neighbouring boy died of cancer couple of years after that. So obviously there was little emotional availability. A wel known pattern for me that originated it from: Sorry, we need to go to the hospital, here's $10, go get an icecream. What was revealed over these 3 days is that money always feels tainted and I can't hold it. I always thought i have to work hard for it. This insight is such a relief, merely to understand where it comes from. And the "here's $10" i've understood for a decade, but never what my relationship with money was, because it felt like a buyout at the time. One last thing on the breath work. During the session on day 2 I could truly feel how my breath was revealing an inner strength, and pushing aside the noise around me. Greatfull to have been here. Love to all, and Aaron your doing amazing things ❤️😎