So I did it, started the new channel I've been wanting to do for ten months. After so much procrastination and a lot of fear and self doubt, I made a video, it's short and a bit rough, but real, It took me 3 days to find the courage to upload it. I've had a really tough week and now feeling a bit worried that I won't have the energy to do my second video and keep up the momentum, which I think is probably needed in the beginning. I've been afraid to tell anyone until now., but it's been such a crap day in many ways, I thought well, what have I got to lose!!! Anyway if anyone wants to see it and lmk what you think it's here... man it's a scary business!