...made some of the final decisions while completing this last painting. 1. I felt like the space heater was too dark, dragging too much attention down to it, and it's a bit awkward. I have purposely left it in even though it's a clunky shape and subject because it WAS there, and I care about that in my work. I want to solve the awkwardness in some way, even by just accepting it. A while back I invented the red and orange in the heater grates which I loved, it's playful. But it still was feeling heavy. 2. In photoshop I tested a theory that lightening its value could be helpful. 3. I went ahead and lightened it a few times. I was surprised at how light I could go because of that very light value behind it in the far room. 4. Next, I wasn't sure if the composition was too crowded on the right so I experimented by looking through my photos for something I later (than this reference) had hanging on that wall, again truth of moment has become increasingly important to me. I overlayed the two paintings I later had hung on that wall onto my wip in photoshop to see if it was better. Immediately NO! I decided to stand by the interlocking L shapes of the original composition. 5. In the end I was very tired. This is a HUGE painting and adjustments are laborious. I did not yet solve the heater to my satisfaction but I need rest. Overall the experience of making this painting was bumpy and awkward and full of the acceptance that I was making a humongous painting that I had more questions about than knowing/confidence. I started it in a very different internal space than I am in now. In 2022 was excited and wanting to make a kind of comeback after returning to SF and coming out of a block. So... this experience was like an epic journey!