- Started touring new apartments, getting excited to move to a new place. A win because I enjoy change, will be paying less for rent, and getting away from the negativity of my current roommate. Grateful for the powerful acceptance lessons he has brought, but now it's time to move on. - Having a ton of fun learning some foundational things about certain codes and abilities I was born with. Could write about this ad nauseum, but celebrating new guides and abilities coming online in me! - Celebrating how fun it is to be creative. Recently got back on practicing freestyling (rap) which I started teaching myself last year. I can string a few rhymes together now! Also been drawing a little bit. - A huge win for me is the change in my relationship with cannabis. For years I would only buy a gram at a time bc I knew I would smoke it uncontrollably. Been doing some very deep work on that for almost 2 years. A friend gifted me a baggie from his recent harvest, and it's amazing how: I don't feel the need to smoke everyday anymore. I can not only tell the difference between when I'm using it to escape myself vs. embrace myself... I finally act in accordance with whatever my recognition is. If I want to use it to numb out, I notice that, and move inwards until that part of me feels ok again, rather than hastily grinding up flower. This ability to hold that tension with cannabis is also reflecting in so many other areas of my life. I feel like I'm in a surging growth period. It's like how bamboo takes a few weeks to work its way through the soil, but once it surfaces, shoots up like a missile. (did you know bamboo can grow 20ft in a week?!)