I feel that brother. Trying to meet the pace of things, that seemingly, just take off on their own leaves us desperately playing catch up. I've been teaching that doing small things leads to small mistakes. Which is a great lesson for beginners, not just with permaculture systems, but in general life adventures also. It's easy to lose sight of that lesson as we progress and scale up our operations. As I've reflected on this idea, recently, I have began to look at these larger projects I'm taking on, as a series of small things. The mistakes and hic-cups are then easier to manage and I don't feel that overbearing pressure of the whole project taking a shit. Haha. Another thing I try to remember is something I've heard Allen Watts repeat in his talks, a river doesn't try to be a river, doesn't force its flow, it just is a river and flows accordingly. If we are to live with and alongside nature, then we really need to practice bringing those lessons into our being as we also do with our designs and gardens. Zone-0.