A Little About Me: Grateful to Be Here!
(Trigger Warning: Mental Health):: ************************* One year ago in May (2024) I nearly ended my life... Today, I am happy, fulfilled, and healthy - mostly healthy lmao. My journey was long, tiring, and scraggly. There is always a reason for tomorrow though. There is hope <3 My name is Aurora/Ari/Arthur. I am gender fluid. I am an earth angel, a shamanic witch and an alchemist at play, as well as a survivor of schizophrenic spectrum. I'm here to share some reflections on my life that I believe could be of service to the world. I invite you to take a seat with me as we delve into some deep, potentially triggering topics. I have dipped into darkness. I've said things I didn't mean to say, that I still regret many years later. My faith and determination to hold onto hope and light magically guided me into the present moment, one where I am grateful to still be alive. Evil spirits and people have been trying to get me to end my own life since 2016. That's 9 years? I came pretty close about three times, maybe five with strongly contemplative energies. I will spare some of the details, but the last few times were significant because like a phoenix i rose up from the ashes, each time stronger and more determined to overcome my disease. The forest helped me when I nearly overdosed May 20th, 2024. The animals helped me, too. I took an absurd amount of medicine, about 5K milligrams that should have been life-ending, after hearing demons on the radio. But I sang a little song and found myself an angel, a woman at the state park i was at, who helped me get an ambulance to the hospital. Those evil entities have tried to thwart my energetic field for these past 9 years and I have overcome it all now. The demons have failed. My fellow angels, innocent's, and forgiven individuals of all demographics out there - there is hope! Extending to LGBTQIA2S+, people of color, veterans, the disabled, the young, the elderly, the sick, and even those who don't know what to label themselves as.