Hello guys, I hope this message finds you so well and in good spirits. I just wanted to apologise for any inconvenience with the page being archived, I genuinely don't know why this happened but I have rectified it so you can all continue to connect for this month. That being said there has been a lot developments behind the scenes with my personal brand and the message Im trying to spread with my platforms. I've never been more crystal clear in how it is I want to help people via my True Self brand and I'm busy working behind the scenes on various resources and programs that I will be presenting to you in the near future. In order to not confuse or dilute my new messaging unfortunately I will have to deactivate this community at the end of this month as I will be coming back with something that is so much more useful to you guys and aligned. I fully understand this group has been a massive help to a lot of people and I don't take this for granted, it's been a privilege witnessing your growth and honesty over the last few months. I urge you all to find another way to connect in the next few weeks until Im back with something that I know can provide you with the true value you deserve. I appreciate all of your continued support and look forward to interacting with you all via my @true self.collective instagram in the time being. This is very much not the end but just the beginning. Thank you all again and I can't wait to take you on this next chapter with me... Yours sincerely, Scott

I’m struggling today. In fact I’ve been struggling all weekend. I’m skint, constantly tired, insanely drained. I feel like I’m doing a crap job with the kids. I’m feeling guilty when I ask for help just to fill the fridge for a couple of days. I’ve had to stop running for a bit because my knees are throbbing. But thankfully I’m still able to do some of my workouts though. I’m struggling financially where the kids school both schools are asking for money. It’s just insanely deflating and I wish I could be one of those mums who have it all together but I really find it hard being on my own sometimes.

💌I have been away for a few days and I have spent time reflecting. I want a life where I wake up and don’t feel anxious. A life where I don’t dread work while I’m on holiday — or crash into depression when I come home from peace. I want to live somewhere that doesn’t feel haunted. Somewhere I don’t have to dodge old ghosts in supermarkets or worry about who I’ll bump into. I want ducks in my garden. A dog at my feet. A few goats to make me laugh. I want a house in the countryside — not isolated, just tucked away from the noise. Close enough to town for a coffee and fresh bread, far enough to breathe. I want to feel financially secure. I’m not asking for luxury, just for ease. I want to stop mourning friendships that left me feeling small, and start building connections where I can show up messy, real, and loved. I want to feel strong in my body again. I want to lose weight not just to be smaller, but to feel light, confident, and alive. I want mornings without dread. Nights without guilt. Holidays without anxiety. And mostly, I want a life that doesn’t feel like I’m surviving it — but one I actually want to be awake for

So my holidays away for half term was a tad eventful to say the least. I went to stay with my mum at the start of the week with the kids to visit my grandmother, I ended up leaving there deflated worrying about my mums health now too as well as my grandmother, so that was a tad sad. It was lovely to see my family though! Then Saturday I took my daughter away for her first “grown up” girly time away to a Taylormania concert which she absolutely loved! I loved it too to be fair, my voice has gone since 🤣🤣 Monday today is my home admin day and I’m hoping to try and do some workouts in once I’ve sorted out my home jobs! Hope you all have had a fab week for half term and have a fab week ahead!

Finally starting to get somewhere so all my hard work is paying off.