I just after relapse today I’ve drank 8 pints because my relationship is gone for good but I’m now home so I’m trying to think what to do

Gym done yesterday and today trying to keep motivated

Hi everyone sorry I’m not good at wording things but just looking for advice/opinions ,since trying to stay sober I can’t manage any social situations at all anytime I’ve tried I ended up relapsing before ,during or after so I don’t go to social events really ever .I’ve always struggled with anxiety but it’s so bad since getting sober .My dad has supported me throughout everything and I’ve put him through absolute hell ,his health isn’t good and I’m adamant on making memories with him specially now I’m sober but anytime anything is planned I pull out even tho I do want to spend time with him it’s the social aspect of being out around people that stops me everytime.Me and my dad got tickets to electric picnic for just Friday because an artist he loves is playing and I really don’t want to let him down but I’m so anxious about it im wondering if it’s a bad idea going but I don’t want to let him down and worry him either and miss out on spending time with him does anyone have advice ,thanks

I’ve just done my first meeting online today and I’m really happy thank you at Ellen and Eoin for the support really means a lot onwards and upwards ❤️👌

Just heading to bed i got through day 3 when i usualy fail by now im delighted with myself 💪