Hey guys, the Lord recently just spoke about the direction of my ministry and I have to be obedient and pivot - we are going to build Him a real house, a church. I have to remain sensitive to what that looks like practically because I genuinely don't want to do this, but if I am disobedient, I could delay what God wants to do or completely be replaced by somebody who is willing to do the job the Lord asks. I've made this entire club free to join moving forward. I will still see you guys Friday for the remainder of the Identity sessions. Please pray as I navigate what building a church looks like. Edgar

Yesterday morning (March 3) God the Father woke me up early to pray. I got on my knees at my bed side and started by reading the new creation declaration. As I was declaring my new identity the Holy Spirit told me to stop and be still. I closed my eyes and started breathing Yahweh. Things got real quiet and dark. I could sense a demon staring into the right side of my face. He was right up against me. It gave me goosebumps and not gonna lie I got a little scared but I never moved. I instinctively told him to leave and to back off of me. And he did. I casted him into the abyss and he left me. And I sat still again. But there was something else in the room with me still. Definitely not as brave or bold, but in hiding. I was never scared. I asked Holy Spirit in my mind what is this? He said a demon. I asked him which one. He said confusion. So I pointed behind me (because i felt his presence behind me) to the spirit of confusion and told him “I see you”. He was frightened but reluctant to leave. I had to tell him twice to leave and he did. The Holy Spirit explained to me that the first spirit was doubt and the second one was confusion. Which is crazy because the last couple of days I had a lot of confusion and doubt about how and if I’m hearing the voice of God. But my revelation was that its not about what I do, but it’s about what Jesus did. I guess I needed to cast out those spirits inside of me I could receive what comes next. After that I had true silence in my room and the room was lifted up without and cold or darkness, just literally dark because I had no lights on. I got on my face and gave thanks and praise; I was genuinely amazed and thankful. After some time I realized someone was standing in front of me. I look up slightly and see a pair of feet in sandles and the end of some robes. I acknowledged it and went right back to praise and thanks and then quickly realize, holy crap that’s Jesus! He’s so patient. I stand up to him but for some reason I never saw his face or his body (To be honest I never truly saw the evil spirits either, I just felt their presence and could tell where they were looking, which was at me.) Anyways, he never said a word, just smiled and laughed at certain points of my experience, and he reaches out his heart for me to receive (a literal beating red heart). It was just sitting out in front of me, so I slowly reach my hand out, unsure of what’s going on. Next thing I know his heart is in my hand, and I slowly bring his heart to my heart and I received it. Once I received it I took a big breath in, which was crazy. This whole experience was crazy. I already knew before this experience that I wanted his physical strength, I wanna be strong like Jesus (fasting for 40 days, being lashed, carrying a heavy cross) and the next thing he hands me is his buttocks! Like the actual muscles in his butt! So, I asked what is this? And Holy Spirit said “strength”. So I said ok and I somewhat uncomfortably put his butt to my butt and I had the revelation that I had just received his physical strength. And then he just starts to rapid fire hand me everything. His hands, feet, legs, stomach, lungs, hair, neck, eyes, nose, ears, the skin off of his face (like a mask, basically his whole face), chest muscles, his whole torso, arms, his beard (which made us laugh), his mind (literally handed me his brain), his robes (which I felt the weight of once I put them on). Some things he gave to me without me asking or suggesting, other things I asked for or suggested, and he freely gave them to me. At one point during the rapid fire he offered me his crown, which I denied thinking “I can’t wear that, that’s yours” and he took it back and immediately started offering other things without saying a word. Once I put the robes one which was the last thing, I reached out for crown, which made me wildly uncomfortable, and freely and without hesitation, He gave it to me. And I put it on my head. He literally gave me everything. I received all of it. Some of it was funny the things he handed me (which made us both laugh) some of it was like “yeah I’m supposed to have this”, and other things made me wildly uncomfortable (like his crown). Next I kneeled in front of him and declared him as my lord and savior, as my king, and I gave thanks and praise.

Hey guys, on this thread. Go ahead and introduce yourself, where you're from and give us a short testimony on how you found Jesus or where you are at spiritually. Include a prayer request as well. If you feel led, go ahead and reply to another student and create a friendship. I'll start!