This is my first time exercising vulnerability forgive me this is live and I was crying so there’s that

Sending the resupply package to CA, 8 days worth of food, getting closer to hike the PCT #growingthroughalot

Dear Lord, I come before You with humble hearts. Thank You for Your love, Your sacrifice, and the mercy You show us each day. Help us to slow down and truly reflect on what this week means — the strength, obedience, and grace You showed for us all. Lord, renew our faith during this time. Cleanse our hearts, guide our steps, and help us walk closer with You. Teach us to love like You love, forgive like You forgive, and trust You even when we don’t understand the path ahead. I pray over my family, my brothers, friends, and everyone reading this — cover us with Your peace, protect our homes, and fill our hearts with hope. Let this be a reminder that through every trial, Your love and victory are greater. Thank You for the cross, for Your sacrifice, and for the promise of new life. We give You all the praise, honor, and glory. In His name Coach G

I’m curious to know What’s one pattern in yall life you know is holding you back—but you haven’t faced yet? For me… I’ve been operating from survival for a long time. I don’t fully trust myself to make the right moves, so I stay guarded—always expecting someone to cross me. That mindset has made it easy to cut corners and justify things I know don’t align with who I could be. Truth is, I’ve stolen. I’ve moved in ways that come from fear, not integrity. And if I’m being real… stepping into being a genuinely solid, righteous man actually scares me. It feels unfamiliar. Almost like I don’t know who I’d be without the edge, without the survival mentality. So I tell myself this is just how the world works—that it’s a game, and I’m just playing it how I know how. But carrying that mindset is heavy I know it’s something I have to face.

Wrote this years ago…