Day 20 is complete.. Yesterday, God reminded me over and over again that if we will just ask him for direction, he will give it.. He reminded me that he even gave Moses specific instruction for what color thread to use in the hem of the priest's garments.. Get that.... He cares about the colors of the different threads in the hem of a garment. Knowing this, I have been working diligently to ask him for specific direction for the path he has put me on. Yesterday I had something take an enormous amount of time to put together that is always completely effortless for me. Thiis concerned me in ways I can't even describe. I asked God to show me if it was what I was supposed to be doing. And, the initial response was zero, nothing..... and then there were several responses. And immediately upon a waking this morning, a very, very specific answer was laying on my spirit. I mean, a very, very specific answer that I so desperately needed.. He reminded me that if we are seeking his instruction, he will give us everything we need to know.... right down to the tiniest detail that we need.. Right down to the color of the thread in the hem of a garment.

Day 19 done.. So often we look around that our life and wonder why we don't have are things or the situations or the circumstances or the people that we want to have.. Here's the thing..... in order to have what we want to have, we need to do what we need to do.. As a believer are hope is to have the impact.that God has called us to have. But in order to do that, we need to do the things that are necessary in order to have that impact.. And in order to do the things we need to do, we need to be the person God's called us to be.. And that line right there is key.. Being who he has called us to be. Not because of some sort of perfectionist mindset, but because he called us to love others. He equipped us to do greater works than he did. He allowed us to have the mind of Christ. He told us that what he would pour into us would be exceeding and abundant over anything we could think dream imagine.. We need to step firmly into the belief. And say this is who I am.. This is who I am.. One who is exceedingly and abundantly blessed. One who can lay my hand to something and see transformation occur. One who who'se mind is like that of Christ in love and in wisdom.. If we want to have, we need to do, and if we want to do, we need to be who he says we are.. We need to look at what he says about us and then say, "Ths who I am."

Day 18, done. Yesterday I shared how God took something uncomfortable, even painful, and turned it into a reminder of all he's called me to.. Today I would share something I learned a very long time ago.. If he has called you to do a certain thing and poured within you the gifts and anointing to do that thing..... but you don't do it.... he will get someone else to do the job.. BUT.... the anointing e's placed on you never leaves I think too often we think the gift that he's placed with us is only for a certain task or certain experience.or certain situation or certain job. It isn't. our anointing is are anointing and it stays with us.. All of this to say if you feel like you've missed your opportunity, you haven't.. And I haven't. The gifts God poured into us are for a calling for sure. But I don't believe that calling is just a person place or thing. I believe the calling is to use the gift to all of the extremes that he called us to use them for..

Day 17 complete.. In Gabe's message, he guided us to ask for truth yesterday even if it was uncomfortable, especially if it was uncomfortable.. That is exactly how my day went.. Actually, it's how the last few days have gone. But yesterday was kinda the pinnacle.. I was cleaning out an office area and had made up my mind. I was literally going to go through each paper, piece by piece, and through every single huge post it note (I use a lot of post it notes when I work because i'm very visual and very kinestheitc). I' read paper after paper and note after note of all the things I had created and taught people and all of a things that were just part of who I was as a person and who we were is a company and ministry.. 2022 brought catastrophe to our company in not only the terms of millions of dollars lost, but also in the terms of me becoming lost.. My team did the best they could, but it just wasn't enough to continue to perpetuate the truth. God had given me and that I had been teaching for years. All of it stopped.. And over the next few years. I lost key team members and have found myself back in the tactical of the everyday.... in the weeds of operations.. This is not where my gift nor my anointing lie and as I read all those pieces of paper yesterday, I didn't realize it, but my heart was sinkng because of all of that being lost.. Last night it was heavy on my heart as I went to bed. And asked God to show me what he wanted me to see through it.. Hey, literally reminded me that I was the go to source for people learning how to dream-build and set their goals. And that I had stopped doing what I had always taught. He reminded me that none of it is gone because he poured it into me. And it is buried within me throughout every fiber of my being. The uncomfortable brings about rejoicing because it allowed me to see something. I desperately needed to see. In the middle of the night, I woke up and began doing work on rebuilding the core of not just our company and our ministry and what we teach and what we do, but the core of me..

Day 15 is complete.. Yesterday I was reminded of something I have been aware of for years, and have taught for that same amount of time.. We get into conversations with the enemy without even realizing it. Satan cannot read our mind. But he is really great at planting thoughts, or at least great at creating circumstances and situations to cause distractions, that our fears and doubts can grab hold of. The conversation with the enemy goes something like this.. Me "Oh my goodness, I didn't know things were that bad." Enemy, "Yep, they're that bad, clearly, you have not been paying attention." Me, "I haven't been paying attention like I should. I have been distracted with other things." Enemy, "You do that all the time! Well, now you're gonna pay the price! You messed this up again." Me, "God's got me I know he has something even better planned in my future.." Enemy, "You can tell yourself that, but if you look at your circumstances, things are not going in a direction that looks like favor.... they're going in a direction that looks like failure........" You get the idea. The bad news is that we do get into conversations with the enemy.. The good news is we can tell him he is a liar and the father of lies, and the only language he knows his lives, therefore when he speaks, he lies.. The devil is a liar.!!!