What has been coming for me today is that my soul has always known I am curious and learn about things just because I want to. My parents had to buy a set of encyclopedias from a garage sale just so I would stop asking them so many questions they couldn't answer (obviously way before the internet lol). And I am realizing in order to fit into society and excel in this game of life I started a very long time ago using this natural approach to life to "apply learning/ knowledge to make more money". Obviously this isn't bad on its own, it is helpful and great! But for me it has been an obsession-- a perfect storm I could get away with it because I was just another workaholic, and I was accepted and even rewarded with promotions! My soul is showing me right now how many times I have realized this about myself in different ways over the last 10 years and didn't really know how to change it or what it really meant-- so I kept reluctantly forgetting again. Today it looks like this: every time I get excited about something new I am learning - I spend time thinking about how I would share what I am learning or use it practically for work instead of keeping with the learning at a deeper level-- then I justify I do it because that's how the world works-- I need the promotion- or I need to get out there and be a content creator already! I have so many ideas and genuinely want to help! The shift today from the soul led question... For the first time I am also being given the context because I can handle it. I see now that I have built a foundation, a new way of being, with intention over the last couple of years that can now handle a big hit like this to my programming/ illusions - this was a specific wall keeping me from living in coherence that I wasn't seeing clearly! Knocking this wall down next aligns with recently remembering my soul's purpose is not to chase or to wait, but to become so fully what I am that what is meant for me finds its way. I am meant to live my learnings. My way. I do this for myself. Period!

I am a newbie...somehow finding a very strong connection. As I listen to the rain, or the peepers out my open window, I am drawn deeper and deeper into the "understanding" of Mary Magdelene. This summit has taken me from a place of emotional hostageship (if that is even a word, if not, well, it's new), to a place of learning to, on the very pinnacle of encouraging myself, to be MYSELF. Whatever message I am being awakened too, my ears are up, I am listening.

After watching the Magdalene Rising Summit for the last few years, I felt the urge to answer your invitation to join the community. My former "awakening" community that I participated in since 2020 has dwindled from over 1,000 participants to a core group and now just a few dear souls. Only a few had any knowledge of Mother Mary or Mary Magdalene, much less the Divine Feminine. My personal spiritual journey is quite deep and complicated and my effort to find women with a similar experience or at least a knowledge of the same has been sparce. I will be open to sharing more as I come to know you and join in. Thank you and bless you! 🌹aka Contemplative Rose 🌹