Today I woke up with an incredible feeling on what I can only describe as incredible holy contentment. Its like the scales dropped from my eyes and I realized just how blessed I am even from my bio-mother's womb. Despite the assault in 2007 and the other dark things I experienced then, as well as betrayals, slander and loss of friendships I have experienced recently I know that I am being healed. That God's promise of completing the work that He created in me He will complete. I have finally let my heart rest in that and removed all hate anger and malice from my life. I pray for restoration in all relationships that are good for me and for my heart to continue to love inside of boundaries for those the Lord removes permanently from my life. I am so thrilled to reach this point. the refining has been so painful in my soul but today I have received relief from our Lord. Jesus is the love of my life and I am so blessed to be God's daughter. Today I thank Him for the blessing of FAMILY. I don't know what I would do without them.