Sending the resupply package to CA, 8 days worth of food, getting closer to hike the PCT #growingthroughalot

Wrote this years ago…

I’m curious to know What’s one pattern in yall life you know is holding you back—but you haven’t faced yet? For me… I’ve been operating from survival for a long time. I don’t fully trust myself to make the right moves, so I stay guarded—always expecting someone to cross me. That mindset has made it easy to cut corners and justify things I know don’t align with who I could be. Truth is, I’ve stolen. I’ve moved in ways that come from fear, not integrity. And if I’m being real… stepping into being a genuinely solid, righteous man actually scares me. It feels unfamiliar. Almost like I don’t know who I’d be without the edge, without the survival mentality. So I tell myself this is just how the world works—that it’s a game, and I’m just playing it how I know how. But carrying that mindset is heavy I know it’s something I have to face.

I hope you get the chance to turn your insights into income, a willingness to move even when it’s uncomfortable, then watch, and see how your discipline made you richer in spirit. 🌱☀️