I realized all my life i was singing wrong, and as soon as i started working on basics of clean singing, i could distort much easier, both fry or false fold kind of distortion, rattle, arytenoide, like now i can pictur these tissues and constrict the right spot, or shoot air to the right spot, It still not that easy to do, i get stuck sometimes, but can fix it better now and can identify what am doing wrong better