I’m so sorry I missed this post my brother. Things have been crazy with getting the house set for the holidays and planning for family and friends that never show up. It breaks the spirit to a point I want to give up but then I remember the reason for this season and praise Jesus and thank his for sending us his blessed son to save us all .

The world is turning… more and more people are turning back to God , the one thing that hurts the most is why doesn’t take a tragedy to bring us back to god. Why do we only run to him when things get bad. Because we know he is there always? Because we know he will protect us ? If we know these things then why is the world so decided and hateful. This is not the world god created or wants . We need to run to him on good days . We need to thank him for the happiness and the joy nit to ask him to heal the hurt and pain. Those feelings are taking over this world and this is why we know that god is coming back sons. He is coming to take those are faithful and true with him. He is coming to face the armies of the devil With his army of angels. I for one know that I am always ready to suit up and put on gods army and fight for him . Who is with me ? Deuteronomy 20:4 – God’s Presence in Every Battle "For the Lord your God is the one who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies to give you victory."

We first were friends as children until she moved further away to another neighborhood . Then we met again in high school. That’s where we truly fell in love . We have been through ups and downs and have split several times only to realize you can’t separate what god had brought together . You can’t lose a soul mate . It does not work that way. Two lives one heart . My wife had no preference of flowers , when she gets them from me ( when I ca afford them ) she loves them all but I think wild flowers are her favorite of all. The colors and variety . I know she loves her books ( mostly horror novels ) animals are her passion.. the outdoors is where she loves to be the most. With me being medically benched I have plenty of time to think things up. I’m up with her in the morning getting her coffee and breakfast before she goes to work. I pack her lunch and try to always slip little notes I. With her lunch. I’ve been doing that since school. We try to get a date night as often as possible or At least go online and play our favorite game together , something. She is always tired from working so much and tends to fall asleep so I tend to let her nap In her chair . I text her little posts that tell her how special she is to me and how horrible my life would be without her. Basically I tell her I love her as often as I can and I thank gif daily for putting us together

They are the lighthouse in the storm guiding us safely back to him