What does being a conscious contractor mean to you
Howdy all. What does being a conscious contractor mean to you? I'm early on the road to my comprehension of "consciousness". I'm sure my grasp of what it is and what it means is rudimentary and might even be wrong. But, to me...(this is my outlook generally on such things) as long as it's doing good who cares if I'm what others would think of as an expert? In my past I was a bit of an A-hole, or some would say D-bag...so all this has been MASSIVE. Being a conscious contractor is an awareness of my surroundings and a self awareness. It means I'm on a journey to unplugging from the matrix. It means I have the ability to think conceptually. I'm not just putting tile on the wall, but I can put a meaning on the things that I do. It means I'm not just a tradesman or a worker. I'm a sovereign. I stand outside myself and my business and observe. It feels like if I wasn't a construction worker at heart and a BEGINNER at all of this, I'd say something like..."it means that there is no "I" and time and space doesn't exist" lol....that's coming, I'm not there yet.... It means I'm not just droning around someone's house and there's a deeper motive. Somewhere in there is my relationship with others, how I think about men and women and the world, but I haven't figured that out yet. This is the first time I've ever written this out, which seems to be part of an effective process for working things out. I want to develop simple ways of explaining this to Joe and Jane Public, why it's important for THEM to hire conscious contractors, OR explain to other men and women, who are at a different stage, GENERALLY... that's what I'm good at, is distilling the information and "scripting" it in a relatable way... and having the courage to speak. Or do we not even talk about consciousness? lol Still developing in all of this. I've only started doing meditation/prayer and breathwork; shadow work and journaling; acts of charity and kindness (giving of myself/ service); Thankfulness/being grateful; dragging the future into the present and getting out of the past; leadership; being my higher self, relationship building; sun gazing; sovereignty, conscious language and speech; hollistic health, self love; love generally.... over the last year...so bear with me...