New Video Series: "The Old becomes New" -- Part 5: An Old Life
Full Video Here! https://youtu.be/TeT8R9WBNj0 Captions below! First Segment - All my life I had been living in fear, and it consumed my life. Fear filled my heart, consumed, and killed all that I loved in life As a child, I loved math and science. I loved them so much that in high school, I pursued higher maths and sciences, but, as I pursued and continued to grow in them, eventually, I started becoming fearful that I wouldnt be able to maintain the level that I was at. I was fearful that I wouldnt be able to keep up. So I quit As a child, I loved playing piano. I loved playing so much that I kept pursuing to increase my skills, so much so that I was even able to play on stage in front of crowds. But eventually, I too became fearful that I wouldnt be able to maintain the level that I was at. I was fearful that I wouldnt be able to keep up So I quit In college, my first career choice was to become a lawyer, but after taking my first class, I became fearful that I wouldnt be able to keep up. So I quit I changed course to politics, pursuant in becoming a politician, but after taking my first class, I became fearful I wouldnt be able to keep up. So I quit Math, science, piano, law, politics. These were all the things I loved, but there was one I loved more than anything else -- Basketball Second Segment - Basketball was my dream. From 3rd grade on, you couldn’t pull me from the court. At after-care I’d rush homework just to grab a ball from the game closet. I played for hours every day—late nights in the backyard, quiet dribbling, trashcans as defenders. In high school I chased Varsity. Tryouts were intense, but I loved the challenge. I barely made the team—slot #13—but I played all four years and grew more each season. Eventually I dreamed of going pro. At Penn State Mont Alto, I trained 6–8 hours a day, including preseason with the team. I loved it—but then fear touched it. Just 0.1%. A tiny nervousness that I might not keep up. A leak left unchecked.