My name is Chrella. I live in the Netherlands and work as a registered nurse. Since this year, my heart’s desire has changed towards my work— I feel like the Lord is leiding to do something Els. I just want serve the Lord and know Him better and better. I have always believed in Jesus, but my heart was closed due to trauma. In 2020, I dedicated my life to Him — or so I thought. I tried to control everything and try to change myself instead of letting the Holy Spirit guide me. Now I understand what it truly means to follow Jesus. I have let go of control and given God my whole heart. The Lord is guiding me, healing me, and teaching me to bring all my emotions to Him.