I'm over it the way we live in modern society. I want to go away from it and live with the earth. The materialistic hamster wheel is dumb and the caveman mentality is obsolete. Want to just walk to the woods and start living in the most real way possible. I know it's not that simple but I wish it was.

Your next breakthrough is around “expression” The more you express yourself, the more you embrace the unknown and put out the energy of the real you If you feel blocked or stuck in your life right now… this may be the key to releasing the energy stored inside the body I know for me for years I held back expressing the real me I would put off uncomfortable conversations, I would not express how I felt… I would put off setting boundaries, and I would “wait until the time felt right” Even back in 2017 before I committed to daily youtube videos… I was holding back the real me and BEING who I learned to be Someone who tolerated a job I didn’t like and managers who reminded me of the childhood dynamic of control growing up The fear around expression for me was being afraid to disappoint people Was being judged or causing other people to feel tension What I realized for myself was this… Whether I made the choice to EXPRESS the real me or not… Either way… there is tension! Tension is either inside of me hidden and unexpressed… I’d feel frustrated with a job I hated and secretly resented my life I’d hold myself back from expressing the real me and resent myself or others for my situation Or if I EXPRESSED… There may be tension because that is not familiar and what if others feel tension due to me expressing the real me Prior to expressing I’d feel all sorts of ways in my body Before expressing how I felt to someone… putting out my first piece of content, etc TENSION is a part of the process! The key is choosing to express the real you because its who you choose to be! It is liberating to express it so it also leaves your body You will feel more free, more self accepting and have respect for yourself The key will be knowing that it is not your job to control how people respond to you Let your expression be the filter to which you attract the people who resonate with the real you and the repellant to those that don’t In what ways can you express yourself?