My only daughter was my whole world! My boys are too! Daughters just have a deeper connection. I miss talking and laughing with her 😢

I Love this picture of my mother. The other night, I had a dream with my mom. It woke me up out of a sound sleep. I was sooooo Happy! But then it hit me. Mother’s Day was coming! That’s when I wept in silence not to wake my husband. I was so glad she had visited me. It had been awhile since she had. I think about all the times I just laid my head on her lap. She’d stroke my hair. And I felt so safe. 😍 Later that morning, I watched the news. There was a story about there little boys who received a heart within ten days of each other. They became friends in the hospital and one was ready to go home. I was so elated. Then I burst into tears 😭 If you’ve read our story, hearts are another trigger for me. I thought about the “what ifs” for my daughter had she gotten a new heart 💙 Losing her left a hole in mine 💔

We all wish that, but, it will never be! Name the one your missing Jessica Irasema

Sometimes that feeling just comes along. How does it affect you?

It runs so deep. It’s really hard at times. How do you understand?