I leave behind my regrets. I leave behind my mistakes. I leave behind my shame. I leave behind my guilt. I leave behind my past. The Word of the Lord stands forever — I AM washed, redeemed and being sanctified.

Because not everything that feels good is GOD. Sis… let me tell you something I learned the hard way. There was a season where I kept saying: “God, I just want peace.” “I just want people around me that feel safe.” “I just want to stop being stressed out.” So when somebody came into my life and it felt easy… I thought it was God. They were sweet. They were consistent at first. They knew what to say. They even had scripture in their mouth. And baby… they smiled so hard, I thought they were sent. But looking back… that smile wasn’t love. It was access. Because the truth is… some spirits don’t show up with horns. They show up with compliments. They show up with “I’m proud of you.” They show up with “I support you.” They show up with “God told me to connect with you.” And I fell for it because I was in a vulnerable place. I was tired. I was healing. I was trying to build. I was trying to trust again. So I let them in. Not just into my space… I let them in my mind. I started sharing my goals. My plans. My next moves. My prayers. My weak spots. And that’s when the shift happened. At first… they were cheering. Then suddenly… they started questioning everything. Little slick comments like: “Do you really think that’s gonna work?” “Everybody doing that… you not the only one.” “You doing too much.” “You too spiritual.” “You too emotional.” And I couldn’t figure out why I felt so heavy after talking to them. Because nothing they said was technically rude… But every conversation left me feeling: - drained - confused - second guessing myself - smaller than I was before That’s when God checked me. Not with a loud voice. With a feeling I couldn’t ignore. That quiet discomfort that whispers: “Something ain’t right.” And I tried to brush it off because they were “nice.” But nice doesn’t mean safe. And then I remembered what the Bible says: 📖 “Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits…” — 1 John 4:1 Meaning… Stop letting “good vibes” be your only confirmation.

Hey family 🤍If you’re here, take a breath. You made it to a safe place. The Faith Fix exists for people who still believe in God but needed something… repaired. Clarified. Reset. Not because your faith was fake — but because life, people, and church experiences complicated it. Let’s be clear about what this space is and is not. This is:📖 Bible-based☕ Honest and unfiltered💬 A conversation, not a competition🕊 A healing space, not a judgment zone This is not:❌ A church replacement❌ A debate stage❌ A “who’s more saved” contest❌ A place for religious bullying Here, you’re allowed to: - Ask questions - Take your time - Unlearn harmful teachings - Heal at your own pace - Love God without pressure We honor the Word and the process.We respect different walks.We speak truth with love. 📌 House Rules:Be respectful. Disagree without disrespect. No Bible-beating. No shaming. Growth only. Pull up to the lessons when you’re ready. Engage when you feel safe. Lurking is allowed at first 😌 Welcome to The Faith Fix.We’re rebuilding faith — the healthy way. — Derrica B

I didn’t clean myself up before God found me.I didn’t have the answers.I didn’t even have the strength to pretend anymore. Mercy met me right where I stood... messy, confused, tired, and unsure. He saw the parts I tried to hide.The broken pieces I thought disqualified me.The questions I was scared to ask out loud. And He didn’t walk away. When I didn’t know which way to go…When my heart was exhausted from holding it together…God whispered, “This ain’t the end.” I was falling.I was hurting.I was overwhelmed. But I was still held.Still helped.Still covered. Every tear I cried, He kept.Every moment I almost gave up, He stayed. This song is my reminder... I didn’t survive because I was strong…I survived because God never let go of me. 🤍 If this feels like your season too, you’re not alone.