today i'm actually home at my moms. super struggling mentally and well not physically. still tires even though i slept since i got here. surprised i'm not detoxing more hardcore then i' am, mild detox symptoms. i had to beg for some money. yet again, but i am trying to find a ride back to kamloops right now. it's easier to survive on the streets surprisingly. everything is more available. i have never stole from a store my whole life, or even the first year of being homeless, but now i have to just to survive. my moms house is way out in the boonies. 10 min drive if you have a vehicle to the nearest liquor store or anywhere.