@Donna Conrad that’s not even the life stuff, this year has been ALOT. I had the birth of a second grandchild in February 💖 Some issues in dealing with my parents and their behavior toward me. We lost our 14 year old cat to cancer, and 1 1/2 months after that we found a kitten in the engine of my partner’s work truck. We took it as a sign from the universe and now we have a rambunctious 6 month old kitten. This opened a floodgate of the deaths I had compartmentalized and never really dealt with, like my grandparents. Trying to process grief and keep an open heart for a new little being has been a lot but I’m very grateful for our little Poppy.