Pushing myself to be vulnerable and share this 🌹
This is something I wrote about my experience before joining high vibe tribe. It could possibly be a trigger someone who has gone through narcissistic abuse, I am not sure. I hesitated on sharing this but I wanted to because the woman who wrote this was so deeply sad and felt so trapped but the woman sharing this today, has broken free from that feeling and I went from being a victim of that sadness to being completely grateful for the experiences, I wouldn’t change my life for anything. I hope that this can show how truely incredible the high vibe tribe is! I wrote this 2 months ago, I finished the high vibe 101 course, yesterday. In that short time, doing the homework and meditations has changed my life ❤️🙏🏻🫶🏻 2 months ago I wrote in my journal: If you would like to inflict the most possible amount of pain in all aspects of a human being. As in a spiritual, mental, emotional, and physical level. Well here is how. Find one who is young, not yet an adult but not illegal. Marry her before she becomes an adult and introduce her to drugs, which is something you must hide from her at first because that might be scary for an 18 year old. Have her babysit your son so you can sell drugs at night clubs. Work as you have always done, and she will have babies, and give you a home, she will raise your son like her own along with your three children. During this time you must make her fear you, she must be afraid to make mistakes, she must blame herself for everything. She must be given bits of love to keep her but shut her out and ignore her. Yell and scream at her, throw her against the wall, when she fights back say she is crazy and make her feel insane. Hold the bathroom door closed while she begs you to let her out, screaming for you to stop. tell her she so disgusting and she is lucky to be with you, no other man would put up with it. Break her stuff and hide things on her so she becomes completely out of her mind. Than when she breaks and tries to leave, you kick her out so she has nothing and no where to go. She comes back and you will do