I need a community. I have been masking socially the way a sociopath does emotionally, and it's exhausting. I'm in a really critical point right now where I don't know where to go to help because nobody seems to understand the situation requires additional hands. And the system is entirely failing me and my family. I feel gaslit by the world, watching my family suffer as laid out expectations for support are not only failing us, but is done so with intent.

I am not processing well. I feel like there's literally nothing I can do, nobody who will listen, and I am screaming for help while people scoff and tell me I should know better.