I am not sure why I feeling like a happiness I’ve been financially depleted before so I don’t know why today feels different. I feel overwhelmed with tears. I know this is not my regular feeling so I wanna find out where it is where this came from sorry for venting to y’all, but it is what it is.,

Wow...All of our calls are always amazing; this one fell in the category of EPIC!! For starters, before the call, much of what was talked about I had spoken with someone in the class earlier that day, talk about alignment. For whatever reason, I was not able to stay on the call. I felt suddenly sleepy. I tried everything from getting up, stretching, eating, and drinking, but NOTHING was working. I decided to lie in bed but still stay on the call and listen for as long as I could...who knows how long that lasted😥. Anyway, I had to get up several times, and each time, I threw up mucus from my mouth. I felt like I was still in the class on the call, but I was clearly not. An alarm on a phone I didn't remember setting kept going off I remember I kept hitting the snooze button, but each time it was like something was happening to me. I saw the black shadows leave. I woke up peaceful and happy and immediately went to the mirror. I wanted more. This time, I remembered the first to the sixth contracts I signed. Omg...If you missed this call/hypnotherapy session, man, oh man, you really missed something. Thank you, Minister Bebetta!!! 💜💜💜

So I figured I’d share this, since it seems directly correlated with the hypnosis session last night. When I saw my first contract, it was before I was even born. In the experience, I was in the spirit realm signing up to come to Earth. A movie kept coming to mind that I loved as a child—Defending Your Life. The difference was that the movie is about what happens after death, while my experience was about before birth. After the call, I went to sleep. I only had about three and a half hours, left before my alarm, but I was glued to that call last night. In my dream, I went back to my childhood—though it was a actual memory. My older sister and I were crying because my father was beating my mother. We didn’t see it, but we could hear it. I think that may have been where I made my first contract on Earth. Somehow, the present-day version of me went back in time to confront my dad and issue a warning don’t hit her anymore. I had to jump through hoops to get to him, but eventually I caught up. I approached him calmly and said, Don’t hit her anymore, or we’re going to have a problem. He didn’t take that lightly and became aggressive, so we started fighting. Long story short, I beat the shit out of my dad. I can’t say I enjoyed it, but it did happen. A couple of weeks ago, we took a road trip to Florida from New Jersey. I had taken that trip many times as a kid, but this was the first time we went together while I was an adult. The topic of my childhood came up. I don’t remember it word for word, but I basically told him that I don’t hold anything against him. Things happen people make mistakes and do things they’re not proud of. The important thing is learning from it and doing better. I’m probably already making this too long, but I feel like all of this was connected. I just wanted to share. Shoutout to @Ministerbeebetta . That may have been the best call I’ve ever been on—not just in the group, but period.

In 2025, the single most important thing to me has been the journey itself—the growth, the unlearning, and the becoming that has taken place through this class. I am deeply grateful to Minister Bebetta and to this community and his family, who share him with us. I can truly say that each person here has contributed to a space of reflection, courage, encouragement, and awakening for which I am deeply grateful to you all, but especially grateful to have met many of you and to have experienced St. Augustine with you in person. This community/family of like-mindedness has been the highlight I will always and forever treasure! Through this journey, I have learned more about who I am, what I stand for, and what I am no longer willing to believe, do, or carry. I am gaining clarity around trusts, a better inner-standing of sovereignty, and how to lawfully protect myself and my family. More importantly, I am learning how to break free from indoctrination and bondage so that I can leave behind a legacy rooted in true freedom, wisdom, and stewardship. As 2025 closes in and as I reflect on this year of the snake, a season of shedding old beliefs, old limitations, and, to be truthful, old everything! In my mind, we have been groomed, refined, and prepared, and in this year of the fire horse cycle, which actually starts February 17th, 2026, and ends February 5th, 2027, based on the lunisolar calendar and is aligned with cosmic and natural cycles, we do not have time to procrastinate, hesitate, or play, because time is of the essence. We should not rush, as Minister Bebetta said in today's call, and know that we are not expected to know everything but to inner-stand FULLY what we have learned thus far. We need to move with intention and purpose in that order; that is the direction we should be in. With that said, I will be executing, executing, executing as I am led, being disciplined and honorable, and knowing that I have FULL authority, and I 🙏🏽, pray, 🙏🏽 that you will too! Peace, Love, and Light. 💜💜💜

I am not sure what is going on but there seems to be some sort of shift going on, is anybody else experiencing a shift they cannot explain?