Wow this was so good!! I cannot wait for next weeks session! 😭🫶🏻 It’s so easy to look at the disciples and judge their lack of faith or ignorance and say, “I would never do that. How could they be so blind?” But I was stirred when y'all talked about how we often do the same thing to Jesus as they did. I need my eyes opened!! How many times have I walked in ignorance not realizing it was Jesus moving and speaking!! Holy Spirit open my eyes and heart to hear you speaking and moving in my midst!! When you made the connection between Jesus vanishing from the disciples and how sometimes it can feel like Jesus has left us, I felt so seen by the Lord. I feel like I’ve been in that place many times before. It’s so hard to go from a season of life where you strongly hear and feel the Lord to silence and feeling alone. It’s easy to feel like Jesus has left and carry a sense of guilt or shame. But I really felt touched by what was shared. Just because I’m not hearing him doesn’t mean he’s not there. Just because I don’t feel him in the midst of hardship doesn’t mean he has left. If anything it should be a pull to draw in closer to Him. To stand on His promise that if we draw near to Him, He WILL draw near to us. I am so excited to dive deeper into worship! I got so excited hearing you share your hearts for worship and how you see worship! It’s not just songs being sung…it’s so much more! We were created to worship! I love be poured into by such like minded people. Thank you, yall are a blessing!!🥹

Recently I have found I have a deep longing in my heart for community. I desire to be in fellowship with those who are HUNGRY for more of Jesus and to be surrounded by those who desperately want & need more of God. Because of this desire, I am so excited to be apart of this community and hope to find what my spirit is so deeply longing for. I want to dive into every part of His word! I desire to know God and to have a new level of intimacy with Him in the secret place unlike ever before. I know He reveals himself through scripture so, I hope to dive deeper and find him in every word written.