Hi Squid - I want to send you kudos for the work you are doing and the efforts you continue to make to assure that home, family and Self, as well as this community are taken care of. Also, I want to reassure Kayla that you are not alone in feeling guilty when other things "need to be done". I don't know an artist or creative person who does not struggle with that challenge. I know that I have faced it and found through honest meditation and self analysis that the guilt is 99% based in criticism and shaming for "wasting time." A criticism from the past. The other 1% I will allot to actually needing to engage in responsible activity. It took me a long time (I'm 74 yrs. old) to recognize that I AM a responsible person. I pay my bills, meet my obligations, take care of my life and dedicate time to friends and family. I am not a slouch, like that voice in my head is accusing me of when the guilt arises. I deserve every creative moment I spend with my art, my writing and my journaling. Be gentle with yourself, and be honest with your response to the guilt. It probably doesn't deserve the energy you are giving to it. Keep Creating!