There's so many reasons an addict can come up with when they are asked why they get high. Fewer reasons when asked why they got clean. There's only one reason for healing. It comes at a cellular level. It's the reason that a song can bring you to tears. Or a sermon can move an entire congregation. The same God that heals the lame can heal the insane. God doesn't pick and choose who he accepts, it's us who pick and choose when and how much God we allow in. Leave the door open for Him to waltz in freely and paint the walls of your home with the colors of the wind.