Hi found this 4 days after coming close to killing myself because of chronic pain that I can’t deal or handle on a daily basis smokes weed since I was 12 never had a problem with it in all that time Now I’d like to find out how I can help myself with weed as my doctor doesn’t have a clue the mental health people I talk to don’t understand or listen me and I can’t afford medicinal cannabis as I’m now homeless and jobless because of the chronic ongoing pain