Something arose this week (+ a key update) ✨
Wow. What a transformational 3+ days we shared. This prayer arose and I felt to share with you: "I am made of salt and made of light. Both are holy. Neither is a mistake. Yeshua called me as both. What was given to me by blood & ancestry: I receive. What was carried before this lifetime: I acknowledge. What was wounded in the misuse of power: I bring to the light. I do not ask to escape my earthen salt. I ask only that it be illumined. Let the two become one. Let the eye be single. Let what was broken in me become the doorway. Abwoon - breathing ground of all being - Breathe into the place where I am most afraid, Breathe through the solar plexus, Breathe across the threshold I have not yet crossed. I am enough to receive. I am safe to be seen. I Am. As within, so without. As above, so below. Let it be so." ___ This whole week has involved a fair amount of inner wrestling, after an initiation - as I move through what feels like an ongoing container wanting to emerge, as an original expression. The presence and generosity in spirit of everyone here means more than you might know. At moments I've felt very alone (like yesterday), though held within a greater trust that I think is co-created and supported by us having come together. The fact that we can authentically relate is like, an actual hug, one which I didn't know how much I needed. I've also felt drawn toward karmic healing in the area of ancestors and past lives. Woke up with this yesterday. Something beyond-time is opening up - it feels - like more of a tangible possibility to actually create a new story for our children and world. And how luminaries like Steiner, Cayce & others have tapped so deeply into these areas as guides for us. And, it's like somehow God is making this more possible now. Today, insight arrived about being in two parts — meeting at the solar plexus. More opportunity and calling to actually integrate. The eye becoming single. The seed of our embodied authority to heal beyond time.