This morning's practice helped me connect with an old challenge and then revealed the pattern with big decisions through my life. As I started to feel it along my sensory core, I was amazed at how gentle the process was. In the rest practice afterwards, I saw a little wooden box, pretty and menacing at the same time. The word explosion came through. I then realized that I had been afraid all of my life to get close to it in the fear that if I was tempted to open it, it would explode into my face and destroy me. It did not. The emotion of numbness which has kept me safe for so many years is starting to come to life. Along with it I got an assignment for today: write two letters of. That is my way of stepping forward and bringing to the world a new way of being. The emotion I am feeling is forgiveness.