Most of the time I find people that are studying English stuck because they don’t know what else to study. I cannot tell you what you should exactly study right now. What I can is to encourage you to make an observation in your progress and see what are your weaknesses. Define them and work on them.
If you care about what fucking day is the calendar, it’ll be more difficult to achieve the thing you want. People often say: “It’s 24th December, let’s chill”, like fucking losers. And the people that work no matter what fucking holiday is win. Focus on what matters and enjoy the fruits of your labour after.
This is a sentence I say to my very self when I want to achieve something. Not trying means you don’t even have the possibility to win, and that is dying. The attempt to achieve glory is the very climbing to the pinnacle of greatness. Prepare to try something or die with nothing. Choose wisely.
Every hour you are awake is an opportunity to do something productive. The opportunity to go for something greater than mere satisfaction of the mundane present. You can’t value the present if it looks like shit. That’s the brutal reality. Now it’s your job to make it better, so in the future you’ll look at it with gratitude.