Most days I just feel like a machine. I do lives my family and that I get to be a part of it, but Ive taken a huge step back from me to be wife and mom. There isn't much time left for me. I think it is because my whole life, Ive been part of a set. A twin, a wife, a mom. Im notvsure i even know how to be just me...and if I did, im sure it would just feel selfish.