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The Slippery Shadow of Love
So few truly understand that loving the other... is mastering the divine polarity within yourself firstly. When the masculine container and the feminine current are integrated and held in stasis inside your own architecture, loving another ceases to be a frantic bid for validation—it is simply reflected as sovereign Agape. If I love YOU, isn’t it about showing you that? Isn’t it about how I act in love of and for you? Is it not about actually being aware of you and showing it in large and small acts that are about you—seen as you truly are? How many people are in relationships where they say "I love you"—and it’s only ever said, never shown? That is the ego talking: I love you. I as in ME, the ego voice. It becomes entirely about the person doing the loving, not the other being witnessed openly in love and awe of them. It’s a very slippery mechanism, but the ego constantly exerts itself for its own comfort and validation. Look at the modern ritual of it all—the exhausting, consensus "flamingo dances" we’ve all witnessed in modern courting. People march, twist, flash wealth, and posture with curated perfection to signal fitness and secure a mate. But when you look beneath the feathers, what are wealth-signaling and the endless dating theater if not the purest expressions of egoic coveting and slippery-slope anxiety? It’s the human animal saying, “Look at my display, look at my plumage—validate me so I don’t have to feel my own isolation.” Then look at the flip side: "You’re not loving me how I want to be loved." That’s a heavy box to open—it seems to fly in the face of what was written above. But we’ve been conditioned as a society to treat relationships like a scoreboard, turning them into a slow, miserable crawl to the grave bound by the idea that you must stay with someone simply because you once said the words and the score needs to be evened out. When we look at the modern romanticized paradigm, we trace it back to 18th-century Europe—literally only ten generations ago. That is a blink of an eye in human history. Yet we have institutionalized it with literal government contracts that tell us we are legally bound to one another. Oh, how the ego loves a cage; there is a strange mix of security and dread woven all at once into those artificial tethers.
The Slippery Shadow of Love
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@Chelsey Bridges it's a slippery slope indeed! And one that has no right or wrong just different ends of the same spectrum that can be ugly and human... We have to allow for that so long as it's not doing harm. In thelema, the core ethos. Do as thou wilt is the whole of the law. Love is the law. Love under will. This works and is so adept in its simple truth. Our purpose is to find our true will and express it. Fully. If the ego in its shadow expression is doing this. Oft times it can be damaging for those who are experiencing the other from a place of pain. It becomes selfish. Instead of self... The difference there is slight but accurate when you peer into it.
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@Chelsey Bridges the strength of self you write here is beautiful. Honoring. Of self. Not selfless. Bravo.
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@Amber VanAuken 💯🎉🎉🎉.
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@Chelsey Bridges I LIKE it. Not a term I'm familiar with teach us🤗. How do you define that word?
A number is just a number right?
YES OF COURSE 😏... And ABSOLUTELY NOT. https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbOLjNFR-bR/?igsh=MW11d3R0Z2JtczRzaQ==&igsi=MW11d3R0Z2JtczRzaQ== So I saw the link above... I've seen it a few times. It's a good day to share this. Expanding our knowledge. Let's start with 1... Singular of which then splits into 2... Creator and creation. In creation comes the idea and thus we have three. Kether >>> Chokma >>> Bimah. Now corresponding as we do .. you cannot have light without Shadow Thaumiel >>> Ghagiel >>> Sathariel Everything has a polarity, correspondences, and cause and effect. You cannot have any one without the other ever. Just universal law. And that bring us to the attached file. This a legacy creation that spans a vast array of correspondences... Not light reading but VERY worth peering into as you seek and see connections to all... Just know, we're not the first to walk this path as we have all walked it thousands of time before... We're never born and we never die. So... Let's remember as we read. Shall we?
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Books are stories .... But so are we.
Connection is what this community is supposed to be about, and I'd like to foster that more. Who's with me? I'll explain... Books are written because a felt element and a missing piece in the world around us needs to be enlivened and shared. There is documentation of history through the writer's lens... worlds to be created that might carry messaging... they serve a vast number of purposes. The constant is that they all tell a story, no matter how dry or repetitive the book may be. Math even tells a story, lol. So what I'd like to do is have a group gathering. Like the temples and tribes of old, I'd like us all to come together into a unified space—a meeting of minds and energies. I propose that this begins with a working... a moment to harness the energy of this group as one current. Then, in each one of those gatherings, one of us is going to tell a story about magick in our lives. We're there to listen and welcome that story. A transformational moment. It can be small or large, no matter. It can have been affected by an external force that caused the necessary change and evolution on the inside... or it can be a quiet realization that you just get to share and we all enjoy that. Our space is a book... our community is an evolving cauldron and laboratory of energetic current and energy. All of our stories are a part of that, and I think that should be shared and enjoyed for a myriad of reasons—not least of which is that in the age of social media, while wonderful, we've lost gathering into groups and sharing moments. That is what tribes, temples, and groups of old did. Something tells me evening time is good... as the community grows, if this goes how I feel it can, that will be branched into groups in similar zones with a once-per-month gathering of stories shared. I'll go first to set the tone, if you will. You all let me know if you like the idea or not. I'm quite happy to hear no 🤗. Suggestions and thoughts always welcome
Books are stories ....  But so are we.
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@Amber VanAuken 🎉☺️🤗. One in!.... The connection to energies... All are of Al.... A remembering connection through all has been made throughout your entire life Amber.. love hearing this!
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Okay. Who else is in? Perhaps tomorrow or Friday I will set the working we will do as a group in that gathering. 😏🤔🤗.
Sunday awareness.
https://youtu.be/u9cX14mvmqk?si=2QRGfQYZyJgpA6ji We are not victims of life but we are bound by it until we actively work to not be. What's felt when you read the words. "Thoughts can't solve the problem of thinking?"
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Magister of a modern temple guiding sovereign creators to shatter inner noise, build a vertical axis, and step into maskless authenticity.

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