The teenage angst hits hard doesnt it? I personally feel the effects of it very much. As a male, im particularly sensitive, and that makes me rather more soft and empathetic, but I also understand boundaries and the limits I would take from others. That said, My main issue is that, i find myself distracting my mind by scrolling and gaming, its been going on for quite a while and i dont like it. I just came back from one of the best school trips of my life where i was lively and social. However, now life pulls me back into my reality, where im quite lonely and closed in. I start to realise i don't really initiate conversations now through texts and i also don't like that. The crash from almost full joy, back to my depressing cave makes me mad, I want to do something about this. I dont wanna be doing the same shit i had been doing before. I have done some research and i find that maybe its because my body is so tired that scrolling is the only thing that stimulates the mind awake or something. Im not sure but, my question is: How do I start living a boring life into a more meaningful one? I have hobbies but i keep putting them aside, how do i grab myself by the neck to do things that i Like to do?