Wowser! Ive been staring at this screen for a while now trying to figure out what I feel, what I think having read my full report. There I am... up the back, just waiting for someone to need me. It's been really lonely, being me, waiting to slot in where help is needed. I had never seen it that way before! I need to need MYSELF; I want to appreciate myself more and take better care of myself, the way I take care of others. It's like I don't think I matter...BUT I DO! I'm a bit discombobulated at the moment, and definitely tired, but one thing I know is that I need to stop "waiting". My life is rushing past and I want to be part of it. I may have more to say once further mental digestion of the report has occurred, but for now, here's my plan! Once I'm done here, I'm going to have a shower, put on some make up and some pretty clothes and I'm going to my anxiety coffee group to chat and laugh with the others. I'm going to take my 'sparkle'(which doesn't get to go out much) and light up the group with laughter, because I'm good at that. I love laughing 🤭 OK, I can already feel a 'shiny' approaching, so I'm gonna scoot before I get distracted. Much love to you all. Seeya later 💛