Hey peeps, its been awhile for me since ive been on here, julie urged me to jump on ... when things are tough, i distance myself and go in a dark hole ... whats been happening with me uhh k i have been going mentally insane a little, my heallth isnt good atm, ive been having tests done, still no reason for whats going on, we thought maybe diabetes but test came back all clear, having to go back and forth between mums and dads and leaving my pupppy behind, and struggling to get a job, its been a lot to handle ... i stress a lot, i havent been really sleeping, ive put on so much weight and everyones just pointing it out, it really doesnt help me. I got denied by qld ambo for a stupid reason :( I got a job interveiw on tues for zarraffas down in ballina, i thought i would be happier than i am... Well thats it for me :) Bec