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Origin story
THE PAST
life is perfect from a bits and pieces. I can remember beyond seven years old. My father died and then that’s where the journey starts as a widowed son. My mother took it hard. I had two sisters, one older, one younger, and I started rebellion and she could not discipline me or handle me so my granddaddy retired and moved back to town to raise me seven years old I shot a window out of a car driving down the road with a BB gun for fun and later that day or whatever when I was packing my clothes what not me and my granddad that I’ve only seen twice in my whole life. I didn’t know this man was in his original house he grew up in. House hadn’t been lived in in years and from seven until I got a job and started selling drugs at 15. I slept on a mattress in the living room floor. And let me tell you this house. It didn’t get actual flooring in it until I was already 17 and those are you know there’s so many privilege and spoiled people nowadays they don’t even know we walked and lived on and I slept on bear OSB floors tell me the hours I spent picking splinters. Never had a bedroom to myself until I was able to rent my own place.We sat at that kitchen bar. He looked at me and says it’s been over 40 years since I raised a kid I don’t know how to do that in this generation and me as a kid sitting in the barstool tears filled my eyes, cause I realized well if you don’t know what to do with me how the hell am I supposed to know I come from a little tight net community called the neck and the people were called neck gators very rough neck swing first ask questions later community they took me in and the community they all pitched in to help raise me and teach me and still this day. I’m so appreciative and thankful. But let me tell you every man taught me something that I look up to his mentors date where alcoholics or drug addicts and I promise you they were the nicest giving us down to earth people that I’ve yet to meet anyone like them again since they’ve all passed now looking back because I wouldn’t be the man. I am today with these unshakable morals and beliefs, and as a kid, I original my mom keeping my sisters and giving me up why me and She kept them I was always a broken, lost soul, just seeking human companionship or parently figures that would just give me attention, but I can say you’re not pass it. I was there about a week old man I miss him to death. You’ve been gone a lot of years he looked at me and said son, you ain’t no kid you a young man you may be young in years, but you’ve already been through things grown adults never have to face but let me tell you something you’ll learn more. That’ll make you the most valuable person that possible walked this earth in this timeframe if you just watch these people in his neighborhood and I did and I’m telling you this neighborhood and still this day I’ve seen millionaire business owners married happy drive that one little Honky Tonk bar in the middle and within months to a year time they get consumed and taken away and end up, walking out with nothing but shirt on their back or if they ever made it out . and just goes deeper there’s so much I’m leaving out that I keep remembering when I was 21. I got my first love first woman I’ve been with pregnant with my little girl and I made that promise right before she was born when I said this bit I’m getting rid of the scale. I never get in a dope game again have my own house happy little family. No mother got diagnosed with liver cancer no matter to past and how I felt no questions asked I moved her in and took care of her during the three month battle with chemo cancer too she passed that’s a deep touchy subject, cause she died a month later caught my baby mama cheating and then she leaves me takes the kid and then we’re here eight years later seven years it is a blur because I stayed intoxicated for many of you would know I learned how to professionally walk a straight line narrow
PRESENT.
Well, I’m sitting here reflecting back to explain how I’ve come into the person. I am. I’m currently year and a month clean and sober from alcohol and methamphetamine addiction that had grips on me for a total of eight years. Let me tell you something about that methamphetamine. It will take years away from you and you won’t think nothing but you blink your eye in a years flat for your eyes like the hours on the clock that journey when I realized I had enough and I wanted it out I took what clothes was on my back in the truck. I had to the one and only resource option I had and I left and got sober in a nice wind, spiritual awakening, and God coming into my life and let me tell you I remember the day I was praying and asking, for I was about to be in the room witnessing occult, rituals, and practices before I walked in that room. I stopped they all didn’t know and I started praying and let me tell you I’ve never been in the church as a kid anything had any kind of involvement with any religion or anything for that room, dear God I know there’s some higher power is keeping me alive with all the things that I’ve lived through and it didn’t kill me, but I have to see and witness it before I can hundred percent say you’re true and I want to experience the dark side with the light because I wanted to preach and get into ministry and the thing is if that’s what I was meant to do I wanted to experience all the wrongs and the rights for when I speak on something and tell someone something I truly know what I’m telling him is real and that’s where it got wild and from that point from a year and a half till now I’m only gonna use two words to describe it ; terrifyingly, horrible ; and I go to say this you’re not supposed to pray for everybody and everything like Christians teach because that one prayer God‘s kept his word but he didn’t give me no Christianity and ministry knowledge he sent me straight head first no way out, but to learn everything about him and live amongst demonic entities and people with possessions and things of that order. And let me tell you something as a man and people near me. I fear nothing I live with the death wish I’ve put loaded guns to my forehead and begged them to squeeze the trigger bullet whiz by me, stab hand, fights, mods, games, one like I come from the mud From the worst of the worst baddest or the bad in people’s eyes, but to me all these people that they paint is horrible. They were great guys good men in my eyes because the outside only seen the bad they did. They would never speak about it. They just took the blame for what we saw But the thing is difference between a good man and a bad man. A good man does bad things for good reasons and a bad man just does bad for his own pleasures
Future.
Why as I sit here and ponder about my future, which first time and this year I’ve learned and mastered alchemy shadow work how to hold dark entities and high vibration light entities in the same flesh without letting one of them consume me for 10,000 hours I went through this wow brutally getting attacked from all every direction by witchcraft but I’m divinely anointed a rare annoying and the thing is a whole 10,000 hours. I watched learn and personally live with these entities to learn everything about them, but the thing is the only reason I got my spiritual abundance and blessings is because I never partook or physically done any kind of involvement besides witnessand the thing was the devil has his bloodline of people that he has rights to on his earth, and God has his bloodline of people and rights to their soul possessions or whatever it could be called 1 million different things. It has an old saying goes in. It pisses me and the thing was the devil has his bloodline of people that he has rights to on his earth, and God has his bloodline of people and rights to their soul possessions or whatever it can be called 1 million different things as a old saying goes in. It pisses me off you’re just a little bit left from being right but you’re not wrong!!! And really I feel like that’s enough for the origin because there’s five different books I could write between the monumental life lessons I learned in between because the thing is I took everything in that I’ve ever watched and salt cause I seen what they did and what happened to him and that wasn’t what I wanted so I knew not to do that But let me say this as I don’t even fully have a definition that matches my abilities and attribute with old books and text cause in this journey I come across people that has handed me the books that had supposedly destroyed. I’ve got books. They’ve been trying to steal for me. The second they found out I had them and they’re dangerous books, but it’s also where I can say. I had looked in two flesh living breathing bodies and looked, and I was looking and speaking to the devil himself, the red man, the one that got casted down. And if you really know about paranormal and supernatural phenomenon, you know if you ever looked into his eyes, he was consumed your soul is enough. Ask me any personal question on my answer to my truthful full knowledge then I can say this I warn people you can do stuff bad to anyone else or anything. Don’t do it to me or in front of me because God is funny about me and every person that I warn that’s done something to me. It hurts me to my soul how God‘s punished him because I even feel like it’s a little overboard, but there’s a lot of things that have been swept under the road for years Until I got in connection with the most high God cause everyone that praise or what not it goes to the father the son for and go to the father. I bypassed all that read the book email. I have a covenant with God in my past life I chose to come back here And that’s where I’m gonna leave and see if this is really what God wants me to do because he will make it happen he’s never made me get suffer go without he’s made me worry and made me get down to the last minute, but he’s always provided.
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