Jan 19 • General discussion
Far From Perfect: My Reality Right Now
Learning to surrender to the inevitable.
Lately, life has been teaching me a hard lesson: no matter how much I fight or pray, what is going to happen will happen. There is nothing anyone can do to stop the inevitable.
All I can do is keep moving. I continue my education and struggle through the nights, looking for a safe place to sleep. I find myself carrying material things I can’t bear to throw away, avoiding shelters not because I feel I am "above" them, but because walking through those doors makes me feel like I have failed myself. I know I shouldn't have let myself fall this low.
I am far from perfect. I want to be the best version of myself, but lately, I haven't been striving for that—not for a lack of desire, but because I am consumed by my own mind. I am constantly overthinking, wishing I could quiet these thoughts for even a single second.
So, instead of wondering "what if," I just go through the day-to-day. I hope I make the right choices to get me through to tomorrow. But I have to be honest: constantly waking up just to survive this thing called life is getting tiring.
#RealTalk #MentalHealth #Survival #LifeLessons #TheGrind #Overthinking
I’m sharing this because I promised to be real here, not just when things are good. Has anyone else felt this specific kind of tired lately? You don’t have to fix it, just let me know I’m not walking this road alone.
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