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I am 2 years in recovery from weed. I used to smoke a bong with tobacco base and weed on the top. I was able to be around it since I was selling it with my ex. He an enabler. He helped learn how to be addicted to this. Every day 10-15 tokes a day always high going to work, family events all always high. It was like I was living a second life and it was crazy for me. I didn’t realize what I was into. I was puking every time I smocked which came almost bulimic since I was eating McDonald’s Wendy’s anything big and fatty, then taking a role throwing up. I got to my goal weight in an unhealthy way. I was happy with that and happy with my lifestyle. I went to college in 2023 and broke up with him and smoked less since I was in college… more people I would tell them they would look at me funny I felt maybe I am dumb or something… I came to realize that is not a norm. And it’s not a lifestyle it’s a life choice. Once I was done college I decided to completely stop the bong, which i gained weight, and til this day I have body dysmorphia, however I would rather have that then be in addiction. I told myself this isn’t how I was to live, I’m ruining my relationships and my life. I decided to stop and do a form of cannabis in a electric pen, where I’m not hacking or throwing up from a hit, I’m not solely dependant on it. I know this isn’t like cocaine or meth but a drug is a drug and an addiction is an addiction. And anyone should be praised of getting rid of an addiction. It doesn’t control you, you control it.
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