Soulful Sundays · Transcendent $100k

Oct '24 • 🥇Wins

Soulful Sundays

Good morning, everyone! hopefully everyone is enjoying their fun filled conscious aware weekend, staying out of the pendulums, or being aware of them at least. It's my 14- day anniversary since joining the Awaken program, and so many things have shifted in my awareness and in return my reality, the techniques are becoming a part of my morning as they are easy to incorporate, and practical.

As I continue with the clearing statements a lot of emotions been coming up around money, and how I personally identify with money and showing me how it has a been a pendulum, and that in moving towards this state of enlightenment, where everything IS including me, it is necessary to release attachments including money.

This is a huge one for me, because growing up I was so fascinated to learn about money specifically around microeconomics, which is how people respond to money or the psychology of the money, as a young girl I was like what is this thing called money and why are the adults so crazy about it, and what is the excess importance of it, so I worked in all areas of finance in some capacity throughout my whole life obtained undergraduate and graduate degrees in this discipline to discover and answer these questions. I really enjoy and love this discipline.

However, going through this process with Gavin its teaching me that the whole time I was building an identity around money, and it stemmed from a trauma me being a young girl this is what I was shown, that I was pissed off at my father for comparing me and my sibling to each other instead of him just accepting and loving both of us unconditionally and accepting us for who we were individually, he compared and contrast, so I pushed my sibling on of his lap I felt hurt, I turned around scorned, and I was like I am going to show you, and the way I showed him was I attached my identity with money.

In essence, I thought the more money I had would mean the more love I would receive, it's fine to have money in this reality its necessity, its normal to have, it safe to have and experience where the pendulum came in is when I started attaching to and identifying with it and as pendulums do they swing right so if this is my identity based on the level of my money I have will and has during my life affected my self-worth, when again the root trauma behind the identification was that I wanted love, and it is crazy for me to see how that dynamic played out in my life. I am grateful, because my consciousness is expanding, and I no longer need to identify or attach to anything because I am everything including Love. Thank you for allowing me to share, I am freeing myself from these pendulums slowly but surely!! Enjoy your Sunday!!

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