I used to manifest crazy things in my life regularly without knowing what manifestation was. I always said I was the kind of person that would get a harebrained idea and make it happen. My life was always miserable, though. I had so much childhood trauma and lived my life in survival mode all the time, the more I learned about manifestation, the more I seemed to sabotage my life. I just read becoming supernatural and I’m working on nervous system regulation. I want my ex back. I’m starting to understand how the things that were absurd that I manifested in the past were things that did not trigger my childhood wounds and the stuff that I manifested that did, I pushed away immediately. So I’m learning that I can apply that to every area in my life if I get rid of the wounds shaping my identity. As I fall deeper and deeper in love with myself and my life, my ex is gravitating back towards me. I’m starting to understand this stuff, but I’m really excited to have a community to talk it through with!!