8d • General discussion
Who am I?
I am Allah's servant. Will be turning 44 within a few days. Ever since my birth I felt things never went according to my plan. Being a teenager and someone who wasn't much aware of the higher purpose, I used to feel angry and frustrated that why do I have to settle for plan B? Not realizing that when plans don't go our way they're actually going Allah's way. It took a story I read in my early twenties to realize that. Mind you I never was ungrateful but took whatever came my way.
The society we live in judge us if we don't conform to the milestones set by it and we'll I was really behind according to the world but in Allah's timeline things went the way they were up until two years ago.
Since two years I have been facing another major shift that has turned and torn my life apart. All the comfort zones that I had slowly stripped away and here I was literally burnt to ashes. After that there was sorrow, grief in me as to what happened and wondering how weak are the pillars we surround ourselves. Yesterday I came across Fatima's post and it was like I was looking in the mirror and in the three years I saw a ray of hope. I am not alone. I am ready to embrace this new chapter where I have only Allah. He's the driver in my life and I just want to now focus on the journey instead of worrying on how to get a ride or who is with me. I'm grateful to Allah for showing me the real faces under masks.
In sha Allah! 2026 is the year where the new me emerges and becomes what Allah wants me to be.
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